i don't know exactly how i got to be where i am today, all i know is that it's by the grace of God, that i have a chunky thighed toddler running around my house yelling at his pup pups to c'mon c'mon, a husband that works incredibly hard, and a sweet little one flipping in circles using my bladder as a kickboard. really, i think i knew this is where i wanted to be, but never imagined the struggle, the frustration, and pure exhaustion that comes with being a mom. i also never knew how much i could love a tiny stranger, the joy he brings to my days is quite impressive for someone who can destroy a room faster than i can start a load of laundry.
